Out of the Shallows… into even Deeper Water

The Adventures of Post-16 has certainly been eventful, each week presents itself with new challenges and hurdles to overcome. I’ve always said this would be an honest blog about my experiences into teaching. This weeks events have truly been eventful coming across file formats I didn’t recognise, being asked the inner workings of masks on Photoshop. You might be sat there thinking “This is easy” or “try harder next time.” Ive got to be honest, I was truly stumped. It surprised me to encounter techniques which I haven’t even covered in my degree. I was assisting with  A2 Film Studies. Maybe my degree I’m on focuses to much on the film and not the post production? It isn’t the first time I’ve ever been stumped but coming across technically challenging issues at this level was unexpected. The students I were helping out are extremely intellegent and extremely patient. Maybe my knowledge on the software was at fault, that I should prepared and familirised myself before I entered the classroom.

I had left the metaphorical shallows and waded into deep waters, so to speak. I had already noticed that some student’s were focusing on areas that I had no experience in whilst others were focusing on the editing via Premier Pro. Obviously, being comfortable with the later I turned my attention towards these guys. I could ensure that my knowledge from using Premier Pro could enhance there movie trailers.

In some respects, maybe I should have turned my attention towards those that were using software I hadn’t used. Prehaps it was a subconcious decision I took not to look like a tool. How can you prepare for something if you haven’t been briefed about it beforehand? The answer to that question… I don’t really know. I guess the good ol’ honest approach would say ‘Your responcible for your actions, go find out.’ I wish I had the ability to see into the future, were I could determine a situations outcome. Prehaps thats to OTT, maybe all I need is some common sense.

Generally speaking, organisation is one of my strong points, sometimes I’m to organised. On occasion things fall through the loop. Being producer for a variety of projects (during my degree) has improved my patience ten fold as well as preparation. One of the lessons I’ve learned is always have an exit plan. Or in this case alway have a plan.

It’s still keeping all my option open (career wise) but thats another post in itself. The focus of today’s entry was to show that you cant have everything go your way. That sometimes we encounter hurdles that we cant overcome… instantly. With a bit of hard work and persistance I might overcome them, until then I’ll have to make do with what I know. Back into the shallows, me thinks. 😀

The Retrospective I’ve Promised

Back to the Past was a sentimental post from someone who isn’t very sentimental. A discussion I had with a mate put this into perspective. My time at University is going quickly. In my last post I mentioned that time can be extremely unforgiving. When you seem to be enjoying it, it’s suddenly taken away from you. We were talking about such a thing, how quickly the last two years have gone. Instantly, everything becomes more real. Taking this and applying it to my past seems easier at first, but trying to pin point the exact events that took place can be difficult. Film is a medium which can record such events, something that I’ve promised to show and discuss. Back to the Past: The Sequel.

College, a time of creativity, new ideas and possibilities. A time of making videos for fun and for a BTEC. This part of the experience involved working with a variety of different people. People whom I’m still mates with today. Over a period of time we made horrors, documentary, animation, promotional, music videos & much much more. Aside from this, I found myself complelled to look back to the past, but instead writing about it I thought I’d show you through video. Rather than talk in detail, it be great if my readers (if any) could comment on the blog about what you think? Do you think video can be used as a form of retrospective? Can you get the same from photos, drawings and etchings?

Toni Toll Investigates Spirit Communication

My good friend Toni Toll acted as presenter for this investigative documentary. Taking place on the Isle of Wight, Toni Toll took part in three very different forms of spirit communication. Tarot Cards, Psychometry & Clairvoyance. Basing her final test in Tarot. This part of the documentary looks at Tarot with a reading with Psychic Caroline McReynolds. Afterwards, there’s a short section about the haunted pub The Wheatsheaf on the Isle of Wight.

So how does this all relate? Why look to the past at all? By providing a back story to my journey from GCSE to Degree, I’ve begun what seems like a review or journal of the events. An online list to reflect, record and relate to a time when things appeared easier. A time when everything seemed just normal. In a time when everything happens at once and then slows completley, its great to be able to pause and consider the past. In a way, it’s fairly relaxing. The retrospective might concentrate on College but for me, it was a time of fulfillment and a time to explore creativity. I’ll leave you with something a little nostalgic. My attempt at experimental film has always been hit and miss. For College I produced an abstract video about my fathers memories growing up.

Vision

In a way, I’ve already answered the question above. ‘Can film be used as a form of retrospective?’  Even though the past will always be remembered I feel it’s time to look forward. But for now… i’ll remain in the past, just a little longer.

Back to the Past

If you’ve been following my posts you may have noticed that I refer to my time in College alot. I guess there’s something about it that I haven’t experienced since or that the situations occurring in PSC are relatable. In an instance, I remember my first day then suddenly two years seems like two minutes. Time is a harsh condition that can be unforgiving. As soon as you enjoy and value an experience, it’s already over. You might be thinking: “What’s with this metaphysical mumbo-jumbo?” A feeling of nostalgia seems to wash over me.

After meeting with a friend last week, we were looking through old photos from our times at College. For all those who love Facebook’s new timeline this was akin to that. Just a lot more personal. Photos from 2008 from our first beach party through to Halloween in 2009. Its memories like these that make things more real. It’s difficult to put into words how I felt. Firstly, I had forgotten seemingly insignificant events like going to the beach. Suddenly, I was transported back to the past were we were sat on the beach eating ice cream. This might seem extremely sentimental but these memories are fond ones. Just forgotten.

Another instance transported us back to a friend’s birthday party. The theme: Medieval. A bed sheet and a wooden cross. I was now a monk. Picking out a picture for my friend’s birthday was seemingly easy. A photo of the group, together in our entire garb. A great memory framed for years to come. 

College was a time of memories. Meeting a group of amazing people that I’m still friends with makes everything so far count tenfold. Without them I probably wouldn’t be where I am today. Despite some obstacles along the way they’ve got me through it. So how does this relate back to Beyond Volunteering? Well it doesn’t… although in some respects it does. College was a time when ‘big decisions’ had to be made. Those decisions put everything into perspective. What career I’d like to go into? What area to do a degree in? Working at PSC with Media Studies and Film Studies AS has given me the scope to apply knowledge I gained from personal experiences at College. I can relay this back to the students, sort of acting as a middle point between further and higher education.

Beyond volunteering not only discusses the present, but it also draws upon my experiences in the past. It uses them as a spring board towards a potential career in teaching. Who knows where I will end up? By making a more personal entry into the blog, I hope you can understand the mentality behind this career choice. For the next week I’ll be drawing upon the past often when I look back at my college work. Presenting something visual will hopefully jog more memories as I begin to relive those forgotten memories once again.

 

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